well, lets see, where should i start. I guess it all started in like summer going into grade 8 when i went from being the loser at my grade school to being the class clown which also allmost saw me fail grade 8(i only pulled it off because the teacher liked me and jsut gave me 6 months of makup asignments in the last 3 weeks) which then got even worse once i met my new bestfriend going into grade 9(first year of highschool in canada) durring that summer he decided we should take up smoking so we'd be cooler when we got to highschool. starting the next year at school i imidiatly moved groups to the "bad crowd", which of course also did drugs and skipped class etc, etc.
so fastforward 2 years later and im getting kicked out of school for the first time, of which one condition of my reinstatement was getting a full-time job which i did working overnight cleaning at mcdonalds. once i got back into school nothing was changed, same crowd, same temptations, same problems. Now this was around the same time i started getting into computers, since i didnt have any money and alot of free time it was only natural, fast forward 3 years of me wasying my life going from one deadend job to another and here i am at 21 with no highschool diploma, no refrences from previous employers(i allways left on bad terms) and basicallu no hope for the future.
my only real hope is going back to school in sept for something computer related and hope my math/writing skills dont hold me back. but at the same time theres this fear that i'll fall back into the same school routines..... and the question of what i will do for money untill thne since my last boss left me high and dry after closing up hop without giving me warning. Should be an interesting year, also i still have the same shitty drug habbit i picked up in highschool and its not getting better, im hoping i can kick it before school next year but its not like i havent been trying for the past 3 years, i hope something changes soon. i need a break.
