Yeah, i didn't want to put this in EOT. As noted (i guess for some at least) i haven't been around much lately. Personal issues. Depression, 3 panicanciety in shorter then 1 month. Iv'e been at this internet thingy since the beginning of the 80's. I've seen people come and go on mapcore since 2000 something. Some died, some tok their own life. I helped many with personal problems, dating, ecenomy, self confidence etc. One of the most common statement i got was "I want to map, but i can't, it's to hard". And i allways convinced them that every one can do whatever they want, sure some may have it harder then others to learn, but EVERYONE can learn if interest and will is there.
In any way i'm old and i have been at it for to long. I leave with no regrets, and i have come to learn a lot of great people here. But i have to stop it. I won't say i never pop in, but on the other the age and such, maybe there's not much time left for me. Only god knows.
I also left most IRC channels, and i think it is good for me, been listening to much of others problem. Better if i tok care of my own life and my own issues in life.
So take care, keep this alive, there's still kids out there want to learn develope games, learn graphic, learn coding etc. And above all take care of you and each other.
I will still be on Facebook for a while at least, maybe i'll do my page more private for relatives and such. But for now it is public. And msn probably allways will be on here.
Take care guys and have the best life.
WR. Spellbinder.
I'm glad you are decided to get a better life but you can still visit mapcore when you have free time. The core can't live without Spellbinder anymore.
So, good luck man! And stop calling yourself old, It's not like your a granddad, c'mon! 
Spellbinder you crazy swede