Posts by clayman

  • totally random texture thread

    thats cool sly, keep it up! about contrast and coloring, its allways relative to what kind of setting you have ingame, lightning etc.. check it how it works ingame

    but give the texture time, and rest a little from it, i know myself its easy to become blind when working on one thing to long.. specially this one because you have alot of red in it, which is cool, imagine working on a green grass texture, you go colorblid in a matter om seconds..

  • How are you doing?

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    I still find myself torn between yuppi friends and a liberal way of thinking though and still don't exactly know what I want to be in 10-15 years. Talking to your parents has proven to be quite helpful to me, they have been through this themselves before after all and one thing I learnt from them is that you can't plan or foresee everything. Don't be careless but do what makes you happy and what seems like the best choice for you. Everything else will come when it's time Smile

    amen on that champ

  • How are you doing?

    Quote from Taylor

    Because times starting to go past really fast now, and the realisation our best years are going to be over soon has hit us.

    I beg to differ, the best times are yet to come, remember that, lifes got a tendence of suprizing

    yeah FrieChamp, i totally agree..

    heres the story behind Clayman

    Some of you know the band InFlames, they made an album titled Clayman, with Davincis vitruvian man on the cover..

    Back in school i was the kid everyone could fuck with, i took alot of shit for some time.. so i isolated myself and listened to hard rock untill my parents thought i was crazy.. i started painting seriouslly, all kinds of drawings, alot of them where sick so i throwed them away, felt like everything i wanted to come out of my heart ended up on those drawings..

    Davinci talked about precision and research and mathematics. i took that serious. In flames sang about "the man made of clay", the pissed of person that does not exist, thats how i looked at it to.

    Its all about perfection, and how i basiclly started beleving in it, because there is a universal law, the problem is we havent figured it out yet, and thats why we ignore it just like we ignored the first person to say that the world is round and not flat.. perfection dude cant get more perfect than that

    I basiclly became a complicated person and that is that.

    read the lyrics of the song clayman here http://%7boption%7d

  • How are you doing?

    Quote from Sentura

    i didnt even know there was something called a quarter life crisis, but i suppose i have that sort of thing right now. the whole philosophical thing comes up alot. i have changed my perception on death, which occupies my mind alot (no idea why), to some weird reanimation cycle resembling tabula rasa. i am not depressed though, i just have these weird/bad/black thoughts.

    i hear you man, same here dude.. life and death goes through my head every day, just like that... this video made me happy, bill hicks is a fucking hero:

    http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=BTzNLhxPzjo

  • How are you doing?

    haha been there, done that but thats not me... it feels like my nature is "want something done, do it your self", that kind of attitude. I mean, im at work constantlly and trying to "work it all off", but the more i do it, the more i se that really doesnt help, and my back is fucked up..

    So... ive started meditating, thats no mumbo jumbo, trust me.. I get so relaxed before sleep its amazing.. but still, every morning i try to find reasons why to be happy, and ive found some.. i work on a kickass company with cool people, and i love what i do, i also had to work my ass of to manage. Im happy i guess, ive acomplished something many people cant even spell to. so, yeah positive thinking is a wounder

  • How are you doing?

    ok here we go.. right now working at grin, im 20 years old, so far ive had 2 nervous breakdowns, i have insomnia and dont get much sleep, writing a book, started smoking again, dont talk much to people, dont hang out with anyone, i just go home after work and write and paint shit...

    I feel crazy sometimes, because all i do is paint and paint, i just think to much about everything, and the more you think you've solved something the more you realize you havent solved shit but rather the contrary..

    no matter what, im trying to stay cool and focused, and most of all; positive.

    but hey, life's just a ride ive come to realize, nothing really matters, fuck it all, what matters is what you have left inside of your self

    One of these days I will turn my back on everything and move back to the place where i was born, where i really feel i belong. Im going to move there maybe in 20-30 years and never return. Just live a life without stress and all those things that i have to deal with that really isnt healthy for me, also, before i go insane..

    thats me.. cheers