Now thats true, but I keep feeling that Im missing out on whats important. That if I dont get hired soon, I never will be because of my age (they probably want them unge and ripe, especially if they dont have any pro game dev experience). Or well, that I might have to give up this dream at some point because everyone will start thinking I'm a looser that didnt quite make it. My guess is that I probably will have to face defeat if I'm nearing 30 and haven't gotten a job yet (Im currently 20)
And it bugs me that I cant really show off that I am eager, that I am passionate about what I'm doing, that I really want to work with this for the rest of my life, and that I'm willing to do whatever it takes (within reasonable boundaries
) to employers mostly because they dont want to even interview me. I dont know what repels them, if its my site, my resume, or my art. I know that I'm capable of delivering what it takes if I were so fortunate to get hired. I know that if my current skill level weren't up to standards of the rest of the team, I'd work my ass off on my spare time to catch up. Im prepared to live in the chair in front of my computer (Its mostly what I do now, anyways).
Oh and, if anyone wanna help me write a good resume, I'd appreciate it, I really lack the skill in presenting my art with that "umph" quality.