I've the feeling to write something about this now. A friend of mine who is studying this semester in Paris, has a close friend who got shot at in the night of the attacks on Paris (he's alive). He (my friend) was luckily not in town at the time of the incident, but would probably have been in the area of the attacks in the night, if he wouldn't have had something to do in germany at the time. His girlfriend was watching a lot of the uncensored stuff of the attacks afterwards and told me, that people got shot in the head, after moving when they got kicked in the belly five+ times, to check if they are dead already or not, in the Bataclan club. That was a fucking execution. This shit was horrible this night. They even fired in single shot mode to not waste ammunition to kill people. In the Erasmus WhatsApp group, people wrote immediately, that people should go home ASAP because of shots in certain areas in Paris.
I can't even describe which feelings i had the day afterwards. At first, right when the attacks happened, my brother told me, that shots got fired in Paris and i thought, that "just" a gang is doing some shit in France. But when i saw the news on the next day, i suddenly realized what the fuck happened there. At Saturday, 1.5 days after the attacks, i was going to France and couldn't stop thinking about it for the entire 12h drive. I'm pretty much speechless when i want to say something about that. I want to hate, i want to rage, but for what?! I don't even know what to write right now. I'm so sorry for the whole islamic population because they receive all the hate right now, but this fucking IS has to be bombed away, before they cause the 3rd World War.
And again i'm speechless. Hate for hate is not really a solution, but no other emotion is available for me, after seeing these horrible attacks by the IS. I just can hope, that future attacks are going to be prevented soon enough.
Probably a whole nonsense post, but i had to get this get off my mind.