super ill. finally my nose and throat have clogged up to the point it is hard to breathe.
very tired, too hot and uncomfortable to sleep. pitch black outside, been dark for about 6 months by the feel of it.
the panic rises. I HAVE TO GET OUT RIGHT NOW.
put on my coat and go for a walk in the freezing cold and snow.
at least it clears my nose long enough for blood to start dripping from it.
about 100 yards from my front door. there's somebody else out here with me.
panic.
is he a rapist? a rapist murderer? does he just remove body parts for fun and let his victims slowly bleed to death? why me, i am too young and pretty to die alone in the snow and the dark.
make it back to my front door, alive, and the demon seems to have disappeared.
sprint up the stairs because i can feel the devils' invisible breathe on my neck. oh god i am going to die.
make it back and sit at the pc because i am too hot and uncomfortable and blocked up to sleep.
panic.
