Sorry to hear all this man, I wish you the best, and even tho on the surface it sounds very fucked up, I'm pretty sure you're gonna go through this pretty smoothly and all will be done soon you'll see! I know a couple of men that had to take a ball off and live pretty normal lives and have kids too! ![]()
It's a good point that we're so worried trying to get better at our craft, it's very easy to ignore our health and whatnot.
Keep us posted buddy!