I guess I would apply for a programming gig, but my portfolio isn't that impressive; I don't have any finished products that I would want to show to potential employers. I've been working to make a basic game to show my experience in game development, but I've always hit mental walls where I can't figure out how to implement a feature I want; this ultimately grinds the development to a halt, and I never get back to it.
I had also heard that internships won't be expecting people to know much about the game dev process. I'm still confused about what potential internships will be looking for as opposed to a person looking for a full-time job.