Posts by FMPONE
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http://www.pcgamer.com/2014/05/02/epi…ament-on-may-8/
One of the most Epic (excuse my pun) franchises of all time, returning.
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At some a franchise just needs to die.
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Quote from MinosDisplay More
just a burrito guy...
I also quit smoking months ago Stepp. I don't miss it anymore but I do enjoy it occasionally with alcohol
My life has been pretty good too. I've grown a lot as an artist in the past few months and I've been challenging myself daily to get better. I've been working out again (blizzard bootcamp ftw) and i fucking love it. I'm also always looking for new knowledge (in any subject really). Anything you learn can be applied in your life somehow.
I wasn't like that though. If I go back 6 or 7 months, all I did was playing games and doing useless stuff. I kind of feel like I went through a "rebirth" period in the past months where I rediscovered long lost simple pleasures, like drawing, going out for a hike and enjoying nature, enjoying time with my wife, enjoying the place I live (i know this won't last forever), enjoying my cats, enjoying quality time with friends etc...
I haven't completed much personal work in the past 2 years, in part because being a Blizzard artist brings a lot of pressure and that shit can totally get in the way if you let it (like I did). One big lesson I learned with all of this was to not give a crap if people judge me or not... and most importantly, I try real hard not to judge people anymore. I can already see very positive results thanks to that.
I feel that all the stuff that happened in my life (good and bad) in the past months ultimately made me a much better person. I'm more focused at work now, I'm nicer to people (which in turn are nicer to me) and I enjoy life a lot more than I did before
You do seem really happy and fulfilled talking to you and seeing you around and that's fucking ~~bawesome~~
Quote from duxI was on medication for years. I don't want and don't need to (in my opinion) take medication anymore. I'm also agoraphobic, hence why I work the way I do and have really bad anxiety. Basically I'm a fucking mess. Living in a big city, or even another country would put me into meltdown and no future studio employer would need or want to put up with that. Plus I can't model for shit anyway and that's all working in the games industry is these days. Models and programming lolz generalisationz, Again, this is why I live in the middle of nowhere doing what I do. Probably all of you think I'm crazy but it is what I find helps me best.
You should spend some of that hard earned dough talking to someone, it could help and it's better than hoping the problem will go away on its own. You might not emerge from the experience as happy as a clam, but if you can understand yourself better it could be good.
and it might be biased, but I think going back to school could help. Not only because that's what I'm doing and I think it's educational, but you mix with other people a bit, working from home sounds great in theory but if you know you've got tendencies to avoid people, you're just making it too easy for yourself to dig the hole even deeper by working at home. You're not confronting this aspect of yourself that is an issue.
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Congrats to Thurnip and all the Mapcore folks with stuff in the new cases/stick capsules. They look awesome:
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Quote from dux
I'm in the best shape of my life. I have the job I've always wanted. I have a lot of money saved up in my accounts. I have a nice decent wage. I live in a nice flat. Have nice things. An ok social life. And I'm incredibly depressed, stressed and fed up. I've suffered with depression all my life, but only recently am I starting to think I might actually be bi-polar with how up and down I'm always feeling. I watched a tv show about bipolarism by stephen fry who happens to be bi polar and a lot of it struck a chord, so yeah.
If you think you're depressed you're probably depressed.
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So predictable.
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This was around the time I found myself Romero's bitch.
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I'm going to get on this soon, promise!
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This game is so class.
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Can I reserve a spot sometime?
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This thread is delicious
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Taking law school exams, working on a SP project, working on Crown and a new _de map probably. Going to go home and visit my family who I haven't really seen since last summer, so about a year ago. Going to go to the gym a lot more and try to pack on the Lbs, just general self improvement shit since I've been so focused on making maps/going to school that I don't care about (it is pretty educational though)
In general I'd like to work out every day if possible, to get my mind right. Impossible and a bad idea given how stressful that can be, but maybe I can do some home workouts or something, that would be nice.
As for breaking up with your GF, never forget the power of
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Still one of the best games of all time. Thanks for sharing this
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Made a lot of sandwiches lately apparently
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buckwheat pancakes with blueberry sauce
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This one was awesome, fried tilapia sandwich
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omg I want to eat my monitor right now
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I think that's a different MOD on Kotaku hehe, http://kotaku.com/new-portal-2-m…avel-1567628112 <--- not me
Unless there's another time travel portal 2 thing on Kotaku I missed lol.
Oh for fucks sake, what are the odds
Downloading now
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Sour cream > ranch.
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Congratulations!
I saw this on Kotaku, you're making waves dude! Big deal IMO, going to check it out ASAP
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Quote from Squad
My stuff arrived some time ago too. Forgot to take the mandatory picture!
Also got a white t-shirt, been wearing it so much it's already in laundry
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Dude, nice monitor (and mapcore swag)
