Posts by Steppenwolf

RD: i dont make experiments with such drugs anymore. Its a few years ago now.

Peri: nobody can know what is real and what not. You can just believe it or not. And believing doesnt mean to know. Its completely relative like everything else in life. Nobody can know if god exists and nobody can know if nature laws are real or just a imagination that only works in our dimension of reality. Even if scientists find the world formula it would proove nothing. We would be stupid as before if we ask us the question "are we real?" or "does god exist?".

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Guess you missed the smilie. I don't mind drugs, or who uses them, at all. I just found what you wrote to be the most pretentious drivel I've heard in a long while.Drugs the deepest experience ever? Perhaps for a teenager. Life has more to offer in the long run.

What is your picture of drugs? Im sure you think of drunked people, junkies etc. You should know that there are very different drugs out there. Most of them are useless to have a deep or spiritual experience but some of them (entheogenics like Mescaline, Psylocibine, DMT, Salvia to name a few natural ones) are the most powerfull tools the nature (or god if you believe in him) has given us humans.

This can only understand who knows the experience. Shamen of all cultures have used these substances over thousands of years to get in contact with god or "travel through time and space". There are theorys that these plants were the reason at all why people started to develope the idea of god.

Before i made my experiments with these kind of drugs i was an atheist who only believed in science. Now i still believe in science and things like the evolution theory but i have also learned to believe in the existance of god. I know now that there is more behind reality then we could ever imagine in our usual state of conciousness.

I'm too lazy to write more now. I know that most people will never understand it and will laugh at it. But who wants to know more can read here:

http://%7boption%7d

Its a online library full with books and texts about psychedelic experiences, sciene, analysis etc.. They have also the book from famous Albert Hoffmann.

yeh i have played a bit with the colors on the first and third pic. photos can look really cool with a bit of surrealistic colors

You are right

camera: Olympus E-10

The frog wasnt that big. i would say 7-10 cm. i have hold the cam very close to him and made the pic in the macro mode.

Kosmo i never started an argument. I told my opinion and my experience then other people laughed at it and told me that i talk shit. That annoys me and its hard for me to shut up in such a situation.

I accept that other people have different opinions but i dont like it if someone thinks he has eaten intelligence with spoons.

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Hahahaha...okay, bring this up in a new thread where I can smash it down piece by piece at my leisure and stay on topic.

You will not be able to smash it down because you never made a psychedelic experience (i assume) and i'm in philosophic, religious, scientific discussions for years. I know all the arguments of people who believe in this and that.

A own experience is more worth then knowledge that comes from a book someone else wrote.

Your problem is ignorance against other point of views. A problem that many "intellectual" people have who know everything about the world only from books. many people who believe in a religion have the same problem too by the way.

I havent photographed much lately. These are the only pics worth to show:

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Tequila just because you dont know what i talk about doesnt mean that its shit. You better read some books or make your own experiences before you call it shit.

"Albert Hofmann: LSD - My Problem Child" is a good beginning.

If you dont like drugs try it with meditation or holothrophic breathing.

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Like breathing walls and imaginary ants on your skin. Psychadelic drugs are about as deep as a kiddy pool.

LOL you dont know what you talk about. There is no experience in the world deeper then a psychedelic trip. What do you think why so many people become mad after tripping? If it was so easy to say "hey that was all just a stupid film in my brain, nothing real, nothing i have to think about" they would do it...

And nobody believes everything he sees on a trip, if you belive this. Its more that it makes you think about how real the whole thing including our normal reality is when it is so easy to change it dramaticaly with just a few micrograms of a substance in the brain.

For example i had the experience that there is no materialistic world outside, everything is empty or some kind of pure energy, nothing that could be touched in real. Thats hard to understand for people without such an experience but modern science seem to proove it and some religions like buddhism have this picture of the world too.

Another thing that i learned from psychedelic drugs is that our concept of time is just imagination. A minute can also be feeled as a month or a year in the right condition of the brain.

It looks nice. Only the lighting needs more work. When i think of italy and venice then i have a bright sun, nice weather and strong colors in mind.

Some really nice pics!

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If this gets Valve's titles on tv commercials, then yay

hmm i have seen a tv commercial for half life 2 a few times on german tv...

Thats a nightmare!

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This is actualy one of the most common experiences that people have on psychedelic trips. It is a feeling like awaking or coming home and it feels more real then that what we usualy call reality.

Tripping is grazy Matrix shit

the ball is a prop_physics

If i have learned one thing from experiments with psychedelic drugs then this is that science trys to explain only the surface of that what we call reality

And there is so much more under this surface WOOOOAHHHHHH

Wow, congratulationns! Grin becomes on of the best game developers with all the talent of Evert and you

I think i will buy this game.

exactly. on the black tiles nobody will notice that they are all the same

I currently learn to model and unwrap. Thats one of my first models. Skin is also by me.

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