Posts by Tisky

So, in search of a new woman and feeling out of shape and really looking bad overall i need to get my shit together. Gonna get a haircut on friday, and shave my wild grown beard.

Since i have effort asthma i cant jog, and powerwalks feel, time-consuming. Kind of have trouble going to the gym on weekdays since i got my kids and no family to babysit. My goal is to loose the love-handles and stomach, but build some basic muscles on my body so i can feel more confident about myself

So, big question here: what can i do to exercise without a gym, i want to loose fat and gain muscles. I know how to eat right, i just need some ideas on how i can get my body working. I tried freeletics but since i have that asthma it was way too hard for me, or maybe i was being a pussy? Anyway, any suggestions are appreciated! I got a weight bar with around 25 kg's of weights in my garage. If that helps!

Teamed up with a friend today, he had lost all his games and dropped from 2900 to 2600, we won 16 games out of 18, and i managed go climb from 2600 to 3000 never had a Win streak like this before

Quote from TheOnlyDoubleF

53 minutes ago, TheOnlyDoubleF said: Back from Barcelona. Well, I have few criticism toward the city: - Most of the cultural places' content are not translate in French nor English. Almost everything is written in Catalan language. So don't go there if you want to learn things. That's not really great for such a touristic city. - Beside tourists, people don't speak English or French. So welcome to the world of awkwardness. Even when I arrived at the airport the first day, I had struggle to find some help to get to the city XD The rule seems to be: if you find someone who speaks english, it means he is not from Barcelona. - I was sold that if was a city with an incredible architecture. Sorry, what? You mean those 5 or 6 ugly buildings ? I mean, beside the Gaudi stuff (that I think are horrible) and the Gothic district, it looks like a US city in Florida! - The food costs nothing but WTF the transport and the activities are expensive. - Tapas are their things, but after 8 days there, I still don't understand what are tapas. - The beach is dirty and full of tourists, even in April

Hmm, i never got that impression of Barcelona after spending a weekend there

Most people i met knew english, and i must disagree on the architecture. Many beautiful building i.m.h.o, altho, it was easy to get lost since, yeah, this:

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I do on the other hand agree on their beach. It sucked ass, we went to a smaller town outside of Barcelona by train and that beach was so much better.

If you ever go there again i strongly recommend renting bikes! I was so hungover after the first day but my friend nagged at me for 2 hours until i caved in and went along for the bike-ride. Im so glad they did!

The thing i hated about Barcelona was all the drugs people tried to sell you. Otherwise, i found it quite a nice town!

Quote from Minos

15 hours ago, Minos said: Yeah, like Alex said, a psychotherapist/psychologist is someone who will help you on a psychological level. A psychiatrist on the other hand is someone who will prescribe you pills. Each have radically different approaches, even though the name is almost the same.

Yes i know this, but apparantly (as they told me), you must go to a curator (is that a correct translation?) before you can get to see a psychologist. Atleast where i live, unless you hurt yourself.

I might try again, 3rd time's the charm right? :edit: Started studying on evenings after work early this year, and today i got an A on my first course, "Graphical Illustration". So goddamned happy!

Quote from dux

On 4/18/2017 at 4:24 PM, dux said: Why are you being passive aggressive? We've all tried to help and give you the advice we can but at the end of the day this is a game forum. I think it's clear to anyone who has read what has been posted that a visit to a professional would be a wise idea

Sorry, did not mean to come off as aggressive. I meant i wont be back with this "topic", i followed Spronys method and "erased".

Quote from Minos

On 4/18/2017 at 10:30 PM, Minos said: Yeah man, the situation is not getting any better after all this time, it's time for professional help...

Everyone should try psychotherapy at least once in their lives. You'd be surprised at all the pattern behaviors we have no idea we have that hold us back

I have actually tried it twice, both times they basicly said "wow yes you have a shitty situation in life. take theese pills, same time next week?". Did not go back both times since i went home feeling worse haha. And the pills made me, not feel sad, but not happy. I was like in a state of "being" without feelings. Hard to explain! Also! Made me super-duper sleepy . Still got some at home, any buyers?

Quote from Sprony

7 hours ago, Sprony said: Look @Tisky, I appreciate that you are grateful I shared my story, but please realize that just because it worked for me, that doesn't mean it works for you. I shared the story to highlight how I'm not able to place myself in your position and not to convince you this is the best approach. I think @Minos gave you some excellent pointers. Information that's helpful to all, regardless of their situation. But looking at your posting history and at what you're saying, maybe it's time to look for some professional help. It seems you are losing grip and there might be other factors at play and you are just projecting a lot of that on her. There's no shame in asking for help and as to being tough, that's just something that men are conditioned into by society. Don't fall for that. Real men will try anything to resolve whatever it is that needs fixing.

Sometimes you just don't know how to resolve things.

Quote from dux

5 hours ago, dux said: This has been going around in circles for ages now and is starting to feel like Groundhog Day. I think it's time to go see a professional.

Don't worry, i won't come back again.

Thanks for sharing your story Sprony! Im glad you found someone good and got kids with!

My ex told me she was dating someone, she did not want to let go but at the same time id not want to be with. I told her to please fucking explain how she is thinking because that is probably how the girl i love is thinking. She had no real explanation so i guess some people are like this. Eat the cake and keep the cake. I've been trying to understand why she does some things, because i know they are aimed at me. I don't think she's trying to be nice because she feels bad for me Radu. I think she cannot make up her fucking mind and don't want me to let go. I can promise you this. Once i let go, and find someone else. She will come running!

I should try and see the possibilities of switching my phone number (or just block her number), block her on FB and Insta. Delete my snapchat. Vanish. I think i gotta do as Sprony did, erase. I just got to get the courage and balls to do it. I am angry sometimes, but then i miss her, then i am angry. I'm such a little pussy that can't let go of someone i know deep inside wants to be with me. As someone said in my locked thread, women with kids wants security first and a good life for them. I could never give her a better life than she has with her current man, atleast not today. Maybe when i am 40 and got rid of the dept from the house i owned with my ex.

I think i need a break from everything, work and shit. Stress. Last months my short-term memory is so bad and i've been dizzy and not really been feeling good with all the anxiety. I'm not as tough as i used to be or i am getting old.

Ok. Erase, no rewind and play. Got it.

Turns out my date canceled on me, wich is nice. Sort of ?.

I actually started talking to my ex-gf (the lesbian one) about My situation and it feels good to get a womans view on everything.

I am 34 years old, and i have been with alot of women , most of them one-nighters. What really gets me about this woman i cannot let go is that even tho it has been almost 3 months now i still hope. After 1 month, we talk for a day, basicly i hear she wants to end it in a 'good way' since you never know What happens. 2 months, she writes me on My birthday, fucking hearts and loving stuff, making me Hope again. It simply wont go 2 fucking weeks without something happening, running into her or something else like her liking My facebook Status (even tho we are not friends).

See My problem? It is slowly killing me, and i dont know how to make it stop.

Maybe i need to turn off life, all social shit. Find a hobby that i can Do from My home and never go outside again. And then, wait.

Sorry for bringing this up again but i think Im going to loose it.

Yes i will try, followed my friend to a cabin with two girls tonight, not having fun but i guess it is better than Being home alone playing games :). Probably have a date tomorrow, not nervous or anything but i have a hard time looking forward to it since i Dont really feel interested. Guess i got to Do this anyway. Put a smile on and give her a chance.

Been busy getting dates, but cancel everytime because i can't let go of the person i love. Because everytime i let go she pops up somehow, Making me Hope. I'm a fucking idiot.

Sooo Necromancer beta soon !! Probably won't save this 'dead' game but i for one am hoping for an invite! I still play the game alot.

Kind of sad how it got better but then somehow never really got the end-game it deserved. It really is a good game but there isnt really much to do after you turned 70 theese days.

A simple thing as a raid type of gameplay instead of brainless rifts would have saved the game. Mechanics and new mini-bosses, fun quests. Why oh why did you give up blizz.

Anyhow, i support the Necro dlc, all new content is welcome and i just cannot wait!

MaanMan got it first!

Its rogue one, right ! ?

Could not find an old thread for this, and i wonder if there are anyone else here producing music. I remember asking 2 years ago but i'm trying again! Would love tips and tricks since i am an amateur!

Here is my soundcloud:

I never finish anything. :Edit: I use FL Studio with cheap ass headphones, usually the music sounds crap on speakers because of this

Funny thing just happened. Was driving through the center of my town when i saw her coming from the right, she waved, i waved. My friend in the passenger yelled "BREAK BREAK BREAK".

Sooo close to crashing into the car infront of me. Akward but funny.

Every Hanzo "main" In Overwatch.

Not sure IF this works on mobile phone

Platoon?