Posts by Tisky

The girl from my thread started appearing in my life again after 6 months. It started with me going back on most social media, and she keeps liking my posts (even tho she is not following me), thats okay. At first i thought it was just me being hopeful of a comeback there even tho i know it's stupid. Until this week. I was about to leave from work when i saw her car from a far, drivning reaaaaally slow. So i kept my eye on it and as i exited my workplace she started driving at a normal 'pace'.

Turned into the street where i parked my car and as i got eye contact she waved and smiled.

So now i'm mostly annoyed and irritated. 6 months, nothing and now this and stalking me / writing and liking on my social media posts.

I'm not playing that game. Even tho i miss her like crazy (still) i am tired of her shit. Her little moves makes me wonder wtf she wants from me. Whats the goddamned point. Haha jesus christ fuck women.

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2 hours ago, MadsenFK said: Will definitely work on my diet first, and start out slow on the exercise part. I don't really know how I'm gonna fix my sleeping issue, but hopefully it will be easier when the two other things have been fixed up.

Talked to my parents, and I feel so relieved tbh. Now I'll have to get a doctors appointment sometime next week, and we'll see what happens. Thanks for the help guys!

Trust me bro, work out hard at the gym and you will sleep even if a train passes your bed

The good kind of exhaustion, that makes you sleep good, and wake up feeling better. Worth a shot right? Half an hour at the gym , 48 half hours per day

My life recently summed up in a gif:

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But hey, beers tonight, that nice

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On 6/30/2017 at 0:05 AM, MadsenFK said: So, I've been dealing with pretty bad anxiety and REALLY BAD self-hatred for like a 1 year now, which I've grown pretty tired about tbh. All this self-hatred started out as an inside joke between me and my close friends really, which eventually over a few months made me realise how many things there's actually wrong with me, in comparison to other people with like the perfect lives, looks and shit etc etc.

Let me give you guys some examples on what I think is wrong with me:

- Rock bottom self-esteem

- Anxiety

- No social life, besides school (most of my friends prefers to just chill over discord and play games, so It's pretty hard to plan something)

- Looks (not really face, more like from the neck down. Been trying to go to the gym, but I simply do not have enough motivation at the moment)

- Negativity

There's more I'm sure, but can't think about it right now.

Basically all the things above have fucked my sleeping, and fucked my school work.

So, if there's any experts on this sort of thing, then I could really need some advice, before I actually need to go to therapy and turn my life around for real.

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See somebody, talk about it! When my fiance left me i started going to the gym. Eat right, sleep and work out and you will feel so much better, i promise. Just push yourself for a couple of days and the "oh this is so tiresome"-feeling will turn into "Fuck yeah im feeling healthier and stronger. It's really addictive, i should know, i never thought i would be a guy at the gym.

I started eating vitamin-d and protein shakes, wich i think helped alot. Also i tried talking to proffessionals, even tho i did not feel that it helped me at the time, i guess it helped me realize i am the one in control of my life. You can always find my thread in off-topic and read my story. Even tho life seems like it is crap (like right now for me and you) it always does turn out good if you do something about it. Even tho you don't know what you should do you should just try stuff, eventually you will find that something that makes you want to get up.

Take one day at a time but have somewhat of a goal, just remember its okay not to hit the goal everytime. Much love mate.

Fuck i need to play the first games now. Loved the dialogue!

Oh was HP in it, i missed him! - N/M Saw him

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2 hours ago, SotaPoika said: I don't really "main" anything. I play what is effective and/or needed (sometimes team doesn't know what they need). This Season though, I'm going with something new and added Bestion and WindowBreaker into the usual S76, Pharah, Zarya, Tracer mix.

Nice! I used to usually end up as a healer, but this season i've been playing orisa, s76, pharah and rein alot. I felt i was really good with tracer for a while but she is just not working for me right now. Something with my mouse and mousemat i think. Something feels, off. Haha.

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9 hours ago, SotaPoika said: I'm currently @ 3261 SR. Overbuff says it's top 12%, MasterOverwatch says it's top 19%.

Also, I started this Season from ~2700 SR (last Season's high was +3500 SR, but final ~3100 SR).

I read an official blizzard post about the ratings and percentage, altho, it was for season 3 now that i think of it.

That is great, what is your mains?

Started playing almost only Orisa, damn she puts out some nice damage and the feeling of poppin 3 people down the well on Ilios is great. Finally climbed up to Diamond (through solo queue) but after alot of games with hanzo mains and other trolls i dropped down to 2800 again. Found a nice group and now im finally climbing! Im happy to be in Diamond, since apparantly only 8-10% of the players get that high. Still i want to get higher

Speaking of A Way Out, Swedes can relate :

EA conference is so boring so far.

I need this! Looks like a really fun Co-Op game with 1930s adventure vibes!

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1 hour ago, Radu said: @Tisky Ouch! Strength in numbers, man. Unless you're a boxing champ, it's best not to pick a fight with a group. Even then you'll still be overwhelmed. How did you come out of it? Everything still where it should be?

My jaw hurt like hell, and my back/stomach the day after but just some bruises. I guess they felt satisfied when i got knocked out lol. Yes, i should have shut my mouth haha

I guess i was tired of their shit because they started screaming at me "Stop following us" and i was like wtf im just walking home. And when they accepted that and went on i screamed some poorly chosen words after them. So, my bad.

Got drunk and suckerpunched and beat up last weekend, gang of 10 guys thought i was not supposed to walk on the same street when i was heading home, so i started yelling at them to stop being bitches about it. Not a good idea, i guess i deserved it lol.

Afterwards i've been feeling sorry for myself and eaten alot of crap last week. (some crisps and alot of fast food). I have to get my shit together!

Funny, just played a comp and we were loosing, had to push the payload. I switched from Zenyatta to Rein. Figured, fuck it, we need to push. And boy did we manage to push it all in to the end and winning the game! If we failed i would have been called out as an idiot but instead i was the guy who changed the game. Gambling at its finest.

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3 hours ago, tomm said: I still haven't figured out rein, it's either me holding the shield the entire game, or becoming suicidal by charging in, I guess it's not my kind of hero, orisa is more mobile.

You have to learn when to charge, and when to stay put

Altho, did they change his hammer? It feels like the hit registers later than before in the animation. Feels so wrong.

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29 minutes ago, tomm said: maining zenny right now and being surprisingly succesful playing him aggresivelly, completely shreds everyone if you take your time to actually aim and not spam your orbs, he's also a very good sniper with his burst. It's not unusual to have the most eliminations with him. love it.

Its so awesome to burst down a Pharah with Zen!

Also, i seem to be the only one of my friends to be able to play Rein, he is so strong with a good healer!

Orisa is great IF your team have good heals, she feels more fragile than the other tanks. That shield can be so annoying tho!

Im Loving Winston more and more, i still wish he had 1 more skill, jumping and shield is great but something else that would make him more versataile could be good. Maybe its just me but ive always felt something is Missing.

Climbing to 3000 now, slowly. Have been playing so bad recently but today i got back to my old Pharah playstyle and played really good. 3 wins in a row with the other team saying i was carrying my team. It does feel good to hear that after playing and wondering what i was doing right since my rockets kept hitting.