Quote from Vaya17 minutes ago, Vaya said: Watched Lynch's Dune today. I think I should have read the book first?
Yes! I haven't seen the movie yet but Dune is much more than a simple sci-fi story set in a desert planet... in a way it's a step by step guide on how to awaken our own innate psychic powers. It's a looong haul but totally worth it!
Quote from FMPONE16 minutes ago, FMPONE said: Just watched Fire Walk With Me, ok, I think Lynch is a genius
Watch Eraserhead if you haven't already, that movie screwed up with my brain a bit.
Rewatched this classic, one of the best dog movies ever for sure:
Quote from TiskyOn 7/2/2017 at 0:18 PM, Tisky said: The girl from my thread started appearing in my life again after 6 months. It started with me going back on most social media, and she keeps liking my posts (even tho she is not following me), thats okay. At first i thought it was just me being hopeful of a comeback there even tho i know it's stupid. Until this week. I was about to leave from work when i saw her car from a far, drivning reaaaaally slow. So i kept my eye on it and as i exited my workplace she started driving at a normal 'pace'.
Turned into the street where i parked my car and as i got eye contact she waved and smiled.
So now i'm mostly annoyed and irritated. 6 months, nothing and now this and stalking me / writing and liking on my social media posts.
I'm not playing that game. Even tho i miss her like crazy (still) i am tired of her shit. Her little moves makes me wonder wtf she wants from me. Whats the goddamned point. Haha jesus christ fuck women.
ur only solution now:
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Quote from BJA33 minutes ago, BJA said: Really depends on what you want to focus on and if you plan to make a career out of it. Do you want to be a level designer? Then yes, you need something playable. But for artists? Screenshots is all you need.
Scene looks great, btw.
I like that you're showing it with different lighting conditions.
While it's true that it's not necessary to have something playable as an environment artist, it helps a shit ton to think of your environment as a whole, not just one corner but a place where the player can explore. It's more fun that way too!
Sometimes it's necessary to take some time alone to reevaluate life so we can slowly build the future that we want to live in. Read a lot (we are all hardwired the same way), take one step at a time and don't be too harsh on yourself when you inevitably fail
Been home sick and watched a bit of Attack on Titan season 2. Starting to grow on me again, this series doesn't fail to intrigue 
Quote from BastionOn 6/26/2017 at 5:33 AM, Bastion said: Just got back home from my last day in education, secured my business diploma.
So..... what now?
Make some games 
Quote from FMPONE14 hours ago, FMPONE said: Really feels like I'm lifting a mountain with Sub-Zero, now that it's (kind of) wrapping up, the scale of it is very daunting. It's been quite a ride...
pix, boy!
Quote from FMPONE17 hours ago, FMPONE said: Trying to watch Season 2 of Better Call Saul after finishing Twin Peaks Season 1 + 2.. this is really hard. This is not as good. I already miss Twin Peaks
could be the music. I notice BCS has almost no or very little ambient sound
haha that's so awesome.
The music in Twin Peaks is so good~
15 hours ago, SotaPoika said: One thing I tried to figure out: Is that Unreal Editor 4 or does it just look so similar? I haven't used UE4 for so many months, so can't remember how it looked lik exactly.
Why I'm wondering this? Because, I want to make maps for Overwatch already!
It's not UE3, it's the Inhouse™ Engine editor 
I watched the first episode but it was really slow, House of Cards usually takes a few episodes to pick up, hopefully this season won't disappoint
Batman
Quote from FrieChamp9 hours ago, FrieChamp said: Oh and I hadn't even posted the actual title
OK then:
Great movie (y)
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Quote from blackdog2 hours ago, blackdog said: I mean if the reason is to move faster why don't just make player speed faster?
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Quote from Tisky6 hours ago, Tisky said: Sorry, did not mean to come off as aggressive. I meant i wont be back with this "topic", i followed Spronys method and "erased".
I have actually tried it twice, both times they basicly said "wow yes you have a shitty situation in life. take theese pills, same time next week?". Did not go back both times since i went home feeling worse haha. And the pills made me, not feel sad, but not happy. I was like in a state of "being" without feelings. Hard to explain! Also! Made me super-duper sleepy
Yeah, like Alex said, a psychotherapist/psychologist is someone who will help you on a psychological level. A psychiatrist on the other hand is someone who will prescribe you pills. Each have radically different approaches, even though the name is almost the same.
FY_Pool_Day spanish edition
Looks like a solid start! The scale is a bit off though, the plants could be scaled down by 50% or so to give the scene a much better sense of scale!
Quote from Tisky16 hours ago, Tisky said: Sometimes you just don't know how to resolve things.
Don't worry, i won't come back again.
Yeah man, the situation is not getting any better after all this time, it's time for professional help...
Everyone should try psychotherapy at least once in their lives. You'd be surprised at all the pattern behaviors we have no idea we have that hold us back
Quote from TiskyDisplay MoreOn 4/15/2017 at 2:17 PM, Tisky said: Turns out my date canceled on me, wich is nice. Sort of ?.
I actually started talking to my ex-gf (the lesbian one) about My situation and it feels good to get a womans view on everything.
I am 34 years old, and i have been with alot of women , most of them one-nighters. What really gets me about this woman i cannot let go is that even tho it has been almost 3 months now i still hope. After 1 month, we talk for a day, basicly i hear she wants to end it in a 'good way' since you never know What happens. 2 months, she writes me on My birthday, fucking hearts and loving stuff, making me Hope again. It simply wont go 2 fucking weeks without something happening, running into her or something else like her liking My facebook Status (even tho we are not friends).
See My problem? It is slowly killing me, and i dont know how to make it stop.
Maybe i need to turn off life, all social shit. Find a hobby that i can Do from My home and never go outside again. And then, wait.
Sorry for bringing this up again but i think Im going to loose it.
Well she's clearly confused too otherwise she wouldn't let go of you. If you two keep getting drawn to each other it won't help to shut it off, one day the feelings will inevitably erupt and maybe not in a good way. Could it be that you are overthinking the situation, reading too much into it, trying to control it too much? If there's one trait that women appreciate in men is confidence, and judging from your last posts you might be coming across as the complete opposite: clingy, insecure and unstable. Being confident is not something that you just decide to do overnight, it's a change of attitude that emerges out of knowing yourself well, after doing a lot of "soul searching", internal work that brings unconscious patterns to awareness. it takes a lot of time! Also pay attention to what frequency you set your mind. If you are constantly angry and anxious, that's the kind of situation that you will attract.
Who the fuck am I to give advice to anyone, and I even joked about not following anyone's advices, but if I was in your place I'd take the long game in this situation. Resume your life, keep healthy habits, READ a shit ton, look for any information that might shed light into this situation and the most important thing you can learn is to love yourself first. You are never going to have a happy relationship if your happiness depends on others. The Buddah said that the root of all suffering is attachment. This is my opinion of course, but everything happens the way they had to. If this is happening to you now, take it as an opportunity to get stronger, evolve and get rid of the traits that don't serve you anymore! In a few years you will look back at this time in your life and realize how much you grew from all these experiences, and even if you are not together with this girl, you will feel thankful for all the positive changes she caused in you.
Here's a good place with tons of really good information, you just have to search a bit: https://www.psychologytoday.com/
Here's something that might help you understand some of her behaviors, and yours too: https://www.psychologytoday.com/blog/compassio…ur-relationship
If nothing else helps, psychotherapy could help!
Those are books that I read in the past 3 years or so, some of them were audiobooks that I listened at work
Sprony: Though I haven't read A Scanner Darkly, I think that's the movie that captures his work the best imo. At least the feeling of what it is like to read one of his novels.
By the way, here's a really cool series that talks about a bunch of sci-fi authors (Philip K, Heinlein, Arthur C Clarke, Asimov, etc...) and their major works: http://www.imdb.com/title/tt2091018/
