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Sometimes you find comfort in the strangest things.

After leaving all social-media to avoid this woman, and getting into trouble with my so called friends, i felt pretty bummed and down. I have no problems being alone but last weeks were awful. Since the end of August i have only spoken to one friend, the last one i got now. Making new friends as a grown-up is hard.

Anyhow, my brother bought me Destiny 2 for Xbox One. Maybe he felt bad being invited to a thing with all our friends when i was not invited. I was really fucking down and sad. Destiny 2, looks stupid.聽

Fuck it, i installed it and bingo. Hooked. It was something i needed to keep my head up. Thank you Bungie and thank you my bro. Now i can grind for gear and finish Nightfalls in a fireteam instead of sitting alone feeling sorry for myself. Much much needed, i recommend Destiny 2 and if you want to join a clan of two idiots, one drunk gamer and an indian coder that yells most of the time. Gimme a shout!

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I went back to social media some days ago. Noticed that the woman from my thread, has gotten married now (officially).聽
Weird, 6 months ago she told me she was single.

You guys were right all along, i know. I felt gutted finding out but at the same time, good.
Knowing she lied all along kind of helped to finally let it go. I guess it was something i needed to know to stop hoping.

I am a dreamer and i feel stupid having hoped for change so long, but as my history with women shows, im either one unlucky bastard or humans are assholes by nature :)

So, this will be the last of this, and im sorry for bothering you on this gaming-forum. Thank you for all the support, i will try to learn how to listen to it better.

End of saga.

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So I finally did it.

I resigned a week after coming back from Canada and last Monday I moved in with my girlfriend.

It was risky to move without having the safety of a new job,聽but I decided to go for it to force myself to do better.

I hope I can soon find聽at least an easy job with set routine,聽9-5 or the likes - eg聽admin, just so聽I have free time to spend developing game dev skills, which I wasn鈥檛 managing with my random shifts. In theory that was getting better, as I got promoted to Manager position and we were finally sorting the staff, but that could have changed in a snap and the whole long distance was just stressful. It鈥檚 been too long and need to see if we really work as a couple, can only do that聽by sharing a place.

Per aspera ad astra!

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Well Im broke AF now , No job , No Money, No girlfriend in a country where Suicide rate is highest in the world, Alchoholism as well somewhere in top 5, Thanks god Im having where to stay, No suicide thoughts yet(I hope I will never have them), Dont use alchohol as well :)聽, Im still positive because whats left from here? Only to climb up :)

Ahh yeah I forgot, Goverment decided to make painkilers as a prescribed drugs too :D

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I finally landed that job I wanted. Or a ~13 month mat. leave position anyway. Really happy to be back in a structure daily life. Can't complain much.

Also met a nice woman. Shes smart and cool, doesn't seem like anyone Tisky would fall for so I think I'm safe.

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On 2017-12-04 at 6:52 PM, Sigma said:

Hey gang. Just got back from my honeymoon in New Zealand. Loved it. 3 weeks of fast-paced bliss and adventuring. A lot of nature photos taken for source materials and I feel rejuvenated to tackle 3D projects again. :D

Awesome, I will go to New Zealand somwhere in my lifespan for sure

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I've started a new job Tuesday.

Junior Technical Project Manager in the web department a publishing company.

Hopefully this means I won't have to clean a room or wash plates ever again... but I'm very bummed by the commute. Had to buy a car, which I was trying to avoid, and it's not 50 min like Google was saying, but 1h 20m. Tiring, "dangerous" and聽costy. Since I'm still getting contacted by agencies for jobs will definitely stay on the look out.

I also got in contact with a game developer and designing a logo for his game engine.

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Been isolated from friends and females for months. Kinda like it. Gonna go to the dentist for the first time in 10 years next week (even tho i cant afford it).聽

Car broke down again. I havent stayed positive like this Forever and Im afraid Im positive because Deep down i know Im fucked.

I wish i could hit reset.

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1 hour ago, Tisky said:

Been isolated from friends and females for months. Kinda like it. Gonna go to the dentist for the first time in 10 years next week (even tho i cant afford it).聽

Car broke down again. I havent stayed positive like this Forever and Im afraid Im positive because Deep down i know Im fucked.

I wish i could hit reset.

You can, today.

May I recommend a book?
https://www.audible.com/pd/Science-Technology/12-Rules-for-Life-Audiobook/B0797YBP7N

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