You know i'm leaving.

[Spellbinder]

Yeah, i didn't want to put this in EOT. As noted (i guess for some at least) i haven't been around much lately. Personal issues. Depression, 3 panicanciety in shorter then 1 month. Iv'e been at this internet thingy since the beginning of the 80's. I've seen people come and go on mapcore since 2000 something. Some died, some tok their own life. I helped many with personal problems, dating, ecenomy, self confidence etc. One of the most common statement i got was "I want to map, but i can't, it's to hard". And i allways convinced them that every one can do whatever they want, sure some may have it harder then others to learn, but EVERYONE can learn if interest and will is there.

In any way i'm old and i have been at it for to long. I leave with no regrets, and i have come to learn a lot of great people here. But i have to stop it. I won't say i never pop in, but on the other the age and such, maybe there's not much time left for me. Only god knows.

I also left most IRC channels, and i think it is good for me, been listening to much of others problem. Better if i tok care of my own life and my own issues in life.

So take care, keep this alive, there's still kids out there want to learn develope games, learn graphic, learn coding etc. And above all take care of you and each other.

I will still be on Facebook for a while at least, maybe i'll do my page more private for relatives and such. But for now it is public. And msn probably allways will be on here.

Take care guys and have the best life.

WR. Spellbinder.

[Minos]

Don't go spellbinder I'm glad you are decided to get a better life but you can still visit mapcore when you have free time. The core can't live without Spellbinder anymore.

[-HP-]

Ahh c'mon spelly... I understand the whole "I'm gonna leave the internet and live my life" thingie, but you can still visit good old mapcore once in a while man, and live a normal life at the same time!

You know, I don't believe you need to take drastic changes to your life to be happy, just change the things you think It's not making you any good. You made friends here man, why abandon it?

nevertheless, I respect you, and I bet everyone here do! So, good luck man! And stop calling yourself old, It's not like your a granddad, c'mon!

mapcore loves ya spelly

[D3ads]

Sorry to hear you're having a rough time mate, hopefully things will be better for you. Don't leave us completely! Keep visiting periodically so we know you're ok, we might make fun of you from time to time but we totally respect you and hope for the best.

Take care and let us know you're ok once in awhile

[Sindwiller]

We will miss you Spelly, but if you think it is better for you... was nice to talk to you and stuff mate.

Take care, all the best. Wise man Spelly

[Thrik]

I hope your life turns out wonderfully, Spellbinder. No matter what anyone says every single member here loves you.

[Mazy]

SPELLY!!! NOOOOO!!!! [/vader]

But yeah, I kinda get where you're coming from, sometimes you need a breather from the internets. Hope you don't go completely off the radar tho

[Grinwhrl]

I know I didnt know you as well as some of the guys here, but I wish you the best of luck, take care man!

...and your avatar rules!

[Pericolos0]

Thanks for being here spelly, I hope you'll still have a visit now and then though! You're never too old for internets forums

[Jetsetlemming]

Have fun IRL, bring back souvenirs!

...and your avatar rules!

Aw man, no way. Little kids in peril, even just bad shops, bothers the heck out of me

[Duff-e]

whatever you do remember the following advice:

ALWAYS BRUSH YOUR TEETH, VISIT YOUR DENTIST TWICE A YEAR

you laugh now but you'll cry later

if it's any consolation I always got you and sindwiller confused.

[Sentura]

good luck with the realm of personal issues, god knows it's no country for men of any age.

...and remember that you make your own luck. feel free to pop in again whenever, this place looks like it's never going to change.

[dissonance]

=(

...promise to drop by occasionally?

[KoKo5oVaR]

I'll miss you spellbinder

And indeed, it's something i wanted to tell you for a long time, but think a bit of taking care of yourself before thinking of taking care of the others, because you deserve it too.

Good luck on resolving your life issues.. I wish you well.

[2d-chris]

;(