@Tisky I don't know what to tell you, man. You're constantly in a bad spot. I honestly catch myself saying "Does this guy never get a break?" every time you post. Maybe it's the environment, your social circle or bad coincidences - whatever you want to call it. To me, it sounds like you're just bouncing around without a clear goal. What is your purpose? What motivates you to get out of bed? Your daughters? Also, how well can you take care of them given the decline you say you're experiencing? Don't take this as a personal attack, but rather just valid objective questions.