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    KoKo5oVaR reacted to dux in Corona Virus   
    She's doing better thanks. First couple of days didn't know which way it was gonna go but it settled into mild symptoms which is basically the worst case of flu you'll ever get. To say I was stressed was an understatement. 
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    KoKo5oVaR reacted to [HP] in Overwatch   
    Control point map out on PTR today, set in Busan, Korea!
    Each 3 points feature a different distinct theme: City, Temple and MEKA Base. The design of each point should feel very different with varying environment hazards and vertical elements. Go check it out!




     

     


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    KoKo5oVaR reacted to [HP] in Rage 2   
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    KoKo5oVaR reacted to Tisky in What's going on with your life?   
    My father commited suicide 2004, and all i had was 4 pictures or so of him. I really loved my father and he was the best, so, when my cousin randomly sent me a dropbox video on messenger two days ago i thought it was a virus or something.
    Turns out it was a video from when my grandmother turned 70. And my dad was there, and i got to hear his voice again. I never thought i would be able to do that again. Best thing in a long long time for me!! 
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    KoKo5oVaR reacted to General Vivi in Goals for 2018?   
    - reconnect with friends
    - Move back to the states safely 
    - Make a few of my own games. 
    - start learning programming a bit. 
    - float like a leaf in the wind. 
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    KoKo5oVaR reacted to [HP] in Death Stranding - Hideo Kojima's next game   
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    KoKo5oVaR reacted to Beck in The Steam Sale Thread   
    It's a free game. Why wouldn't you just add it to your account and forget about it like the rest of us? 
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    KoKo5oVaR got a reaction from zizulot in What have you watched recently?   
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    KoKo5oVaR reacted to Minos in What's going on with your life?   
    Sometimes it's necessary to take some time alone to reevaluate life so we can slowly build the future that we want to live in. Read a lot (we are all hardwired the same way), take one step at a time and don't be too harsh on yourself when you inevitably fail  
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    KoKo5oVaR reacted to [HP] in What's going on with your life?   
    I think we've all battled that exact same thing in here, in one way or the other. I sure as hell did in various stages of my life. 
    I'm sure people would argue with me on this, but I've developed the opinion that I think it will never go away, which is a really scary thought. "Will I have to endure this pain for the rest of my life?" The good thing about it though, is that once you acknowledge the existence of a problem, it's the first step taken towards knowing how to analyse it, rationalize it and ultimately find ways to solve it.
    For me, my low self esteem developed into very specific irrational fears. Impostor syndrome attacks many of us, we're all scared shitless that people around us will realize that we're the frauds we think we are. The reality is, it gets better once you realize that we're all just winging it here man, we have no idea what we're doing, none of us do. Some of the people that I've looked forward the most in life turned out to have very low self esteem, the diference is they found ways to work around the problem instead of trying to swipe it under the rug. The thing about the mind is that there's no point in hiding from it, you'll be better of tackling the areas you want to improve dead on. Know thy enemy.
    One of my favourit authors Robert Greene (who really helped me become a better human being) said that every single one of us have distinct DNA, you're the first one of your kind and you'll be the last, make it count. We need to learn to harvest that uniqueness, usually the best artists and people of power discover and learn to explore that.
    Also, remember to exercise regularly, fuck motivation just get off your fat ass and hit the treadmill and specially weights! The testosterone will do wonders for your mind and your body and eat well while avoiding sugar like the plague. So remove that fucking signature and go be the hero of your story!
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    KoKo5oVaR reacted to TheOnlyDoubleF in What's going on with your life?   
    Thanks everyone for your thoughts. I had a lot of thinking yesterday and I'm moving on the big studio level design position! I'll confirm everything today with the studio and hope to tell you more about it in the next few days
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    KoKo5oVaR reacted to will2k in What music have you listened to recently?   
    RIP "The Dubliners", they were pure talent and musicianship
     
     
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    KoKo5oVaR got a reaction from [HP] in Who's the next French president?   
    Stopping the consequence by voting for the cause ... It's really starting to become an hostage situation
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    KoKo5oVaR got a reaction from Corwin in Who's the next French president?   
    That's like having the choice between aids or cancer for the second turn. I don't want to see the scam of the far right leading the country, and i was out in the street 9 months ago when Macron was minister of the economy.
    I have no idea what to do.
    Tempted to go vote white, or pound what will do the less damage in the long term.
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    KoKo5oVaR got a reaction from Minos in Who's the next French president?   
    That's like having the choice between aids or cancer for the second turn. I don't want to see the scam of the far right leading the country, and i was out in the street 9 months ago when Macron was minister of the economy.
    I have no idea what to do.
    Tempted to go vote white, or pound what will do the less damage in the long term.
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    KoKo5oVaR got a reaction from ElectroSheep in Who's the next French president?   
    That's like having the choice between aids or cancer for the second turn. I don't want to see the scam of the far right leading the country, and i was out in the street 9 months ago when Macron was minister of the economy.
    I have no idea what to do.
    Tempted to go vote white, or pound what will do the less damage in the long term.
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    KoKo5oVaR reacted to Sentura in Who's the next French president?   
    come back to britain?
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    KoKo5oVaR got a reaction from leplubodeslapin in Who's the next French president?   
    That's like having the choice between aids or cancer for the second turn. I don't want to see the scam of the far right leading the country, and i was out in the street 9 months ago when Macron was minister of the economy.
    I have no idea what to do.
    Tempted to go vote white, or pound what will do the less damage in the long term.
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    KoKo5oVaR got a reaction from Zarsky in Im so lost right now. Need advice!   
    Apparently from what you wrote Tisky, she is not happy in her couple, but how unhappy is she really and how is she able to actually cope with it ? You have to consider an important thing : you are free looking for someone, and she is engaged. That puts you in the waiting position while the choice is on her side. If she was sure of her love for you, she would take a clear and sharp decision, act, break up officially with her man and get engaged with you, but essentially that should be coming from her. However in the meantime, you are waiting. And you cannot wait forever ..
    You know, there's people, more often out of unconscious suffering than calculated maliciousness, who vampirize others to fill their neurotic needs and make them carry the burden of what is going wrong in their life at their place. Is it the case ? I don't know. Is her love for you sincere but she is not able to assume by fear of breaking apart her family ? Did she used you to prove to herself she can still make a man fall in love and refill a worn down narcissism ? Is it a revenge to wake up the interest of her husband ? ...
    But you have to get a grip on how ridiculously paradoxical it is to accuse of cheating an unofficial lover that you keep hanged to your decision while you are having it both ways .. Sounds like she may just have dropped all of her guilt on your shoulders for you to assume at her place and took a strategic retreat. From what you said, I think that guilt you can clearly shake it off right away.
    But now you have taken some distance, and hopefully healed a bit, don't hurry, be easy on yourself and take your time to grieve the end of that relationship by following the wise advices all the good people of mapcore gave you above, have good moments with your children, concentrate on doing stuff, see people you like to spend good time with. And then, when you have recovered enough strength, I think it is important you ask yourself what was driving you towards a situation that was bad for you. It's always a good opportunity to learn something about yourself. And.. avoid it to happen again in the future.  ( If you have the time and money, who knows, maybe a psychoanalysis would help ?)
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    KoKo5oVaR reacted to Steppenwolf in What are you playing now?   
    I got back into Crusader Kings II after christmas. It's so entertaining what stories the game throws at you. I don't know any game that is comparable. Even struggling and failing can be fun. On one occasion i got a brand new heir with great martial skills. I prepared a long planned war to become emporer of the HRE then the idiot dies during first day of battle GOT style and leaves me with his 7 year old daughter to keep the kingdom together.
    Then i had a dynasty leader who in his youth had two "witches" as lovers with whom he produced a bunch of bastard childs before he turned a raving homosexual, catching lovers pox and syphilis. He also was a heretic, lunatic and absolute madman in general who murdered children during full moon nights and made a horse his chancellor. To become emperor he swore fealthy to some large eastern nomad tribe and overthrew them from within in less then a year.
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    KoKo5oVaR reacted to tomm in The random model thread!   
    I'd only use a single rectangle with a flat diffuse, it doesn't make much of a difference with the additional one, only adds up geo.


    sauce: https://simonschreibt.de/gat/airborn-trees/
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    KoKo5oVaR reacted to Tisky in Goals for 2017?   
    Stay alive, find love.  Easy as pie.
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